February 2012
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Op well time to go cut lol I fucking hate my life bye.
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I love that Greg can talk to everyone else in the whole fucking world, but me. Seriously. I’m so pissed. I’m glad he gives a fuck about me and how I feel? Um, no. He doesn’t care at all.
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Anonymous asked: What colleges did you apply to?
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Anonymous asked: GET BACK WITH KAYDEN PLZZZ!!! he loves you and greg is such a bitch for not wanting to be with a beautiful women like you.
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I remember the time Greg and I were having sex, and after sex I usually get emotional and quiet and stuff and I’d say things like that all we did was have sex and such. So this one time, we were having sex and he just like, stops and looks right into my eyes and says, “Alex, you know I love you right?” And I just nod and he kisses me and says, “Good.”
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Damn, I wanna get drunk as fuck.
you have to remember. that if someone hurts you....
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2 in the morning last night after not talking
Greg: I miss you..
Me: I miss you, too.
Greg: I know I don't show it as well as I should but I do. I do miss it.
Greg: I miss you. I miss your smile. I miss simply being able to hang out with you. I feel like myself around you. The person no one's able to understand..and you do.
Greg: Honestly, sometimes I'm shocked. I'm shocked when you tell me how much you love me and all. Sometimes I think why me. So much comes with me, as I'm sure you've learned.
Me: Because you're special.
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I hung out with Greg toooddaaaayyyy :)
"Babe, lets..."
Watch movies till we fall asleep
cook together
make cheesy relationship videos to make others jealous
give each other piggy back rides
play at the playground
prank call people
introduce each others families
Embarrass each other in public
Talk on the phone till we don’t know what we’re saying
treat each other like its our last day on Earth
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Conversation between Kayden and I a while back
Kayden: Don't give me that fucking bullshit. Go ahead Alex. Give him everything. I hope you call him Poohbear. I hope you guys love each other. I hope everything is fucking great for you guys. Cause there is no way in fucking hell you're coming back to me. You can sit and beg as long as you want.
Me: Why are you so sure I'm gonna come crawling back to you anyways?
Kayden: You tell me I'll always be the one. That once you and Greg are done it's always me in the end you'll come to. Well good fucking luck with that one. You can beg for years and tell me how sorry you are but it won't mean fucking shit to me.
Me: Ok Kayden. I'm sure I'll be fine.
Kayden: Greg isn't your boyfriend. Greg is there because you're a fucking horny ass teenager and you can't commit to someone you love. Because you didn't want to wait. But okay we'll see about that. You know you're gonna want me back Alex. I was the best fucking thing that ever happened to you. You said it yourself. I was everything to you. I was your first true love and you know it. You don't forget your first love. I was the nicest guy you met and I still am. But you were too blind to see it. You just want to do stuff. That's why you have Greg.
Me: You're right, Kayden. I'm just a horny slut that needed sex. We fuck all the time, too. You're so right. Uh, actually, no. How I feel about him isn't your business. I might love him, I might now. But he has done so much more for me than you ever did.
Kayden: Hahaha okay. I fucking highly doubt that.
Me: Hahaha okay Kayden. Believe what you want. I know the truth.
Kayden: Okay. I'm sure you do love him and I'm sure the year and 7 months we had was absolutely nothing to you. I'm glad I fell in love with a bitch. I'm glad I fell in love with you. You know what I may hate the fuck out of you for this but at least I don't deny or regret being in love with you. I'm not afraid to tell you you were the best thing that ever happened to me. And honestly mean it. I don't go around saying that the person I like has done way more than you. Cause then I'd be lying. And that's one thing I've never done to you. You have no problem lying to me though.
